God will give you grace to walk with Him. Trust me, my journey with God did not happen in 1 day. NO WAY!! It was a slow process, but as I drew closer to him his presence began to increase, I was able to walk in peace and love, I felt His love as a father. Through it (It is still going on YES!) I have drawn closer to the lord and fallen more in love. I want the cry of my heart to be COME BACK LORD!! I WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE!!!